Disappear…

{ September 11, 2010 @ 11:38 pm } · { Life }
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Disappear by The Summer Obsession by blissimplicity

Disappear by The Summer Obsession

I’m trapped in a world that I can’t take
Where everything’s unrealistic and fake
I’m hiding out and planning my escape
I hope I’m not the only one
Please come and rescue me tonight

I just wish that I could disappear
Someone take me far away from here
Do you suppose there’s more to life out there?

There’s no happiness surrounding me
Hate and ugliness is all I see
I wanna leave it all behind
I’m running out of time
Please come and rescue me tonight

I just wish that I could disappear
Someone take me far away from here
Do you suppose there’s more to life out there?

And I don’t wanna be blind
I wanna open my mind
I wanna know if there’s a purpose to this life
Will I ever find it? I’m running out of time…

Trapped in a world that I can’t take
I’m hiding out and planning my escape
Please come and rescue me tonight

I just wish that I could disappear
Someone take me far away from here
Do you suppose there’s more to life out there?

I just wish that I could disappear

How I wish I really could right now..
Seems to be screwing up so much. Why? I keep asking why. I don’t have bad intentions. I really think of good things.. I really want to avoid any sort of disruptions or issues in all areas of my life but… it always turns out otherwise.

What have I done?

:(

Astrology.com Daily Forecast – 14 to 15 August 2010

{ August 15, 2010 @ 9:33 pm } · { Astrology, Life, Work }
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Fantasy or Reality?

Don’t take anything at face value now. There are too many details you just won’t be able to see in your current and emotionally delicate condition. Put everything important on hold until you can get some good, solid advice. It’s better to wait and be sure than to rush into something.

Career

You’re not in charge of your own destiny now, and you’re not happy about that fact. The situation won’t last forever – but it certainly may feel that way for a while.

Exactly. :\

Best of Me (I’m Sorry)

{ April 11, 2010 @ 4:44 pm } · { Apology, Life, Love, Songs }
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It’s so hard to say that I’m sorry
I’ll make everything all right
All these things that I’ve done
Now what have I become, and where’d I go wrong?
I don’t mean to hurt, just to put you first
I won’t tell you lies (I’m sorry)
I will stand accused
With my hand on my heart
I’m just trying to say

I’m sorry
It’s all that I can say
You mean so much
And I’d fix all that I’ve done
If I could start again
I’d throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

I know that I can’t take
back all of the mistakes
But I will try
Although it’s not easy
I know you believe me
Cause I would not lie
Don’t believe their lies
Told through jealous eyes
They don’t understand (I’m sorry)
I won’t break your heart
I won’t bring you down
But I will have to say

I’m sorry
It’s all that I can say
You mean so much
And I’d fix all that I’ve done
If I could start again
I’d throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

Love Astrology

{ April 8, 2010 @ 8:41 pm } · { Astrology, Love, Quotes }
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There’s just no time like the present to either accept or deliver an apology – or at least mentioning discreetly that you wish things had been a little different.

All I Want to Do

{ April 3, 2010 @ 2:22 pm } · { Life, Love, Work }
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Sometimes all I want to do is to sit home and miss You. Can’t seem to be able to focus on my work when all I think about is You. I do hope that you’re feeling better by now.

Sweet dreams, Love.

I better get back to my marking. :)

Inspired

{ April 2, 2010 @ 9:06 pm } · { Knee injury, Life }
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I don’t know how long this inspiration will last. But I hope it last long enough for me to update some of my simple life stories that goes on in my daily life. Well, life’s really not so complicated. Just people make it complicated.

Today, my knee feels much better, after having slept a solid 9 hours plus. Yesterday was difficult. When I had to walk quite a bit at work. Made my knee tighten up and made it shoot with pain every step I took with my right foot. Who knew this knee injury would be this bad? I didn’t. I thought it was just a simple sprain.

Had I listened to Jay, to get it bandaged that first day I had my fall, it probably would’ve gotten better a lot faster. Too bad, stubborn me.

He’s always right about things. Wonderful guy who just makes me feel so wonderful. :) <3

Till my next post (which could be years from now), take care, all.

Sometimes….

{ April 5, 2009 @ 12:01 am } · { Life }
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I wonder why do I screw up so much.
In almost everything.
To almost everyone.
The things I say.
The things I don’t say.
The things I do.
The things I don’t do.
All of it seems to be screwy.

Maybe all this downhill period since 2008 has always been my fault.
Such a screw-up I am. *shakes head in disappointment*
What is wrong with me?

Sample Planetary Influence Profile

{ February 5, 2009 @ 1:36 pm } · { Astrology, Life }
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“Since the person with Cancer Rising in the PROGRESSED Chart is ruled by emotions, the moody quality of this Rising sign is readily apparent to others around you. You have strong feelings and sensitivity, with natural mothering urges and protective instincts. It makes no difference whether you are male or female, the expression of this sign is that of the Mother. You are caring and nurturing. You are strongly attached to family and family traditions. Relationships will be extremely important to you during this progression. During this life cycle you will naturally gravitate toward the people-helping-people activities, whether you do anything about changing your profession or not. You may try to satisfy your emotional needs by putting snacks, candy, gum, cigarettes, food, and/or drinks into your mouth constantly. Be aware of this and get in touch with your natural timing of cycles–watch your movements, analyze the state you are in, and understand why you are acting the way you are. Try to break the pattern earlier each time by taking positive action in physical and health matters. Get out of your self by nurturing others, which is the most natural way for the Cancer Rising.”

I Think..

{ January 26, 2009 @ 10:25 pm } · { Life, Music }
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English language is so complicated. Understanding how and why English is the way it is … is quite complicated. Good luck to those who are learning. I am trying to upgrade my English myself. I hope to at least complete getting my grammar right and then fully concentrate on Spanish. :) For now I’m learning the basics of Spanish language. I was told to improve on my grammar first before learning Spanish so that it would be easier and I’m taking the advice. Thank you :)

Muse – Invincible

Sometimes…

{ January 24, 2009 @ 2:09 pm } · { Home, Life }
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… I forget that my father is no longer around.

How could anyone forget that? I really don’t know. Someone who’s been around me for my entire life minus 2 years now, still lives in me. I still hear his voice in my head.

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